My heart aches with the weight of knowing tonight.
Words are not coming slow enough to write…
My mind is a windstorm, swirling without form.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Catch something
anything
hold it
until I understand
My family is struggling right now.
My little one is lost in the mess of the adults’ world and its expectations.
When silence is there not to soothe, but because the scream has no voice to give.
Yet, a serenity exists here.
A simple knowing, that goes to the depths of its complexity and returns.
Jamais vu. – What to do with it?
Little one, you are beautiful.
You are amazing in your transparent, curious, exquisite self.
We hear you.
We see.
Your Papa and I…
We know now.
And without a moment’s hesitation or reluctance,
I accept.
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I will seek the solution until it comes.
I will resolve this for you.
